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Monday, July 17, 2006

wow it's already the forth week of term three.
four weeks left to prelims ; at the rate i'm going, i think i'll be either working away my first three months or going to some lousy jc.

i don't think problems really do come all at once.
it just seems so cause when you're happier, you don't notice the problems.
so more problems come along and you start getting moody and stuff then the shit feeling hits you in the face. wham.

i'm feeling damn whiney now.
like i wanna bitch about everything 'cause life sucks.
especially life as a student on that sunny little, damned island.
i need to break away from the freaking cycle but the slightest hope of it is inexistant cause' if it happens it'll mean jeopardising O's along with my entire future.
oh guess what's after O's.
A's!
how motivating isn't it?

right now my social life's at zero.
not like it was much higher before, but anything beats a zero.

oh then there's that nifty inferior complexity problem thing.
it feels like a voice ringing in your head constantly assuring you of how much you suck at anything and everything.
very comforting i tell you.

1. if i were a sim, the diamond above my head right now would be bloody red.
2. i know i'm damn emo, but noooo i do not like simple plan.

i need some form of therapy soon.
i shall go shopping this week (:
unless my parents refuse to give me money.
damn.

8:00 PM