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Sunday, March 26, 2006

SPH relays was kinda screwed up.
second time that asshole didn't turn up for a competetion, nearly ruining us again.
we manged to get fergus to come down at the last minute.
4 x 100 time : 48.72s
not bad at all for ZERO practice.
even though we didn't qualify for finals, i guess overall it was a good job.

here's a vague lifeplan:
i shall follow the linear path of education to the highest i can go.
at the same time i'll train my guit as well.
after education is complete i'll get a simple job with short working hours.
and have a part-time band.
until wooooooooooooooooooosh, i become a ROCKSTAR!
yeah, big dream.

i found this on a friend's blog:
"I've come to the conclusion that family just means financial assistance; the last four letters can just screw off."
i throughly agree.
family is something i won't depend on, unless it's for cash of course.
& when i'm selfsufficient..muahahaha.
GOODBYE (:
no i'm not gonna dump them away, God would send me to hell.
i'll just stay away as much as i can & see them much, much less.

just a random note:
the effect of sin has been seen throughout the timeline of mankind.
look at the people in the old testaments.
like oh my goodness the oldest man, methuselah, lived till he was 969 years old.
adam lived till 930!
then sin comes in. sinners carry the curse of their & their next generations' lives being shortened. (correct me if i'm wrong please.)
and look at modern people! most die before they hit even 90!

i'm a person who hate being weak.
i'm a person who wants to win, wants to be noticed, wants to be acknowledged.
i guess God placed the people around me to push me.
like when i was sec1, i sucked so bad at track. the others looked down on me.
like when i started learning the guitar, i was so noob. people looked down on me again.
maybe it was all only in my head, but it pushed me.
the taste of power is almost heavenly.

okay another random note:
most countries have their glorious histories and uber cool class of people.
china had their kungfu masters.
japan had their samurais & ninjas.
america had their cowboys.
& singapore had what? coolies and squatters.

wow i think this is the longest entry i've ever blogged.
though it's ridiculously random :P

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