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Monday, March 13, 2006

anyone ever had the 'white light shining on you' feeling?
especially when you're tired and try to stand up from a seated or squatting position.
& when you see the white light you're petrified and you can't move a muscle.
you get the feeling that you're gonna konk out and rise to heaven.
but the angels will say:
"naww, we're just messing with you. it's not time yet, go back to your stupid earth."
and then you regain movement.
i'm such a crapper.

everybody is so stressed out & tired.
just look around.
i think there has to be an equilibrium for anything to be good (vague term, yea i know. i just can't think of a better word).
as of now, evil outbalances good.
which explains why this world is going downhill.
till the Second Coming which will of course restore the universe and start the 1000 years of peace thing.
then there won't be a need for balance because there'll only be good left.
oh yeah, back to the stress thing.
if there's a stress input there has to be a stress output!
otherwise you'll just feel like shit and die.
do things that you love. i think that's like the ultimate formula to destress.
i mean, leisure won't be leisure unless you love whatever you're doing.
it's all about love <3.

there's always an inevitable struggle between God & Man.
Typical scenario : God wants Man to surrender all, but Man says no.
i feel that it's techinically almost impossible.
hmm, perhaps it's because there is no love. there is no passion anymore.
do i still?
there is a cry for revival resounding through the air.
but, what if the cost is surrender?

8:15 PM