Friday, March 31, 2006
LOST is the bestest tv show ever!
besides the mysteries not being explained, which makes you want to watch even more.
come to think of it, it's actually quite a scary show.
all the suspsense & stuff.
everyone should watch. thursdays 10pm on channel five!
yay the weekend's here.
but freak, it's filled with homework. shitload of homework.
i probably won't finish everything.
don't you ever feel that money's never enough?
5:09 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
this stuff is sick:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHHTdIN-KoY&search=an%20cafe
they're all guys.
darn crossdressers, they actually look convincingly female.
IT'S SICK.
8:18 PM
SPH relays was kinda screwed up.
second time that asshole didn't turn up for a competetion, nearly ruining us again.
we manged to get fergus to come down at the last minute.
4 x 100 time : 48.72s
not bad at all for ZERO practice.
even though we didn't qualify for finals, i guess overall it was a good job.
here's a vague lifeplan:
i shall follow the linear path of education to the highest i can go.
at the same time i'll train my guit as well.
after education is complete i'll get a simple job with short working hours.
and have a part-time band.
until wooooooooooooooooooosh, i become a ROCKSTAR!
yeah, big dream.
i found this on a friend's blog:
"I've come to the conclusion that family just means financial assistance; the last four letters can just screw off."
i throughly agree.
family is something i won't depend on, unless it's for cash of course.
& when i'm selfsufficient..muahahaha.
GOODBYE (:
no i'm not gonna dump them away, God would send me to hell.
i'll just stay away as much as i can & see them much, much less.
just a random note:
the effect of sin has been seen throughout the timeline of mankind.
look at the people in the old testaments.
like oh my goodness the oldest man, methuselah, lived till he was 969 years old.
adam lived till 930!
then sin comes in. sinners carry the curse of their & their next generations' lives being shortened. (correct me if i'm wrong please.)
and look at modern people! most die before they hit even 90!
i'm a person who hate being weak.
i'm a person who wants to win, wants to be noticed, wants to be acknowledged.
i guess God placed the people around me to push me.
like when i was sec1, i sucked so bad at track. the others looked down on me.
like when i started learning the guitar, i was so noob. people looked down on me again.
maybe it was all only in my head, but it pushed me.
the taste of power is almost heavenly.
okay another random note:
most countries have their glorious histories and uber cool class of people.
china had their kungfu masters.
japan had their samurais & ninjas.
america had their cowboys.
& singapore had what? coolies and squatters.
wow i think this is the longest entry i've ever blogged.
though it's ridiculously random :P
6:52 PM
there's this air of depression around people in church.
like the aura people are emitting is so negative.
perhaps that's where the gift of light comes in.
here's a quote from coach carter:
"There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
great movie. kinda meaningful for a MTV production i must say. oh stereotypes. haha.
so yes people, go out & shine before others & lead them out of whatever misery.
9:35 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
i found my timing for wings on their website.
oh my crap 22:37. my stamina sucks.
at least i know im not a real xcountry runner.
but damn, that woman wants me to run for nats!
anyway,
Vs/Vp = Ns/Np = turns ratio
input power = output power
VsIs = VpIp
Is/Ip = Vp/Vs = Np/Ns
voltage is inversely proportional to current.
guess what?
school sucks.
8:59 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
few things in life drives me nuts.
one of them is math.
i HATE math.
argh!
had my hair cut today.
i think i look a little different now.
i feel like a total noob after watching this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8
good stuff man.
this post is rather disjointed.
must be because of the math i did today.
my brain's fried.
x = -b +- squareroot of b^2 - 4ac over 2a.
log. trigo. shit.
i hate amath. oh well.
btw, school sucks.
two more months of hell to brave before the next 'break'.
10:12 PM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
ignyte game's day was okay i guess.
wasn't that great, but it wasn't that bad either.
okay so most people found it boring.
actually, i did too. but i couldn't show it anyway since i was the group leader.
had to rahrah the group and keep them active and stuff.
the people in my group were...okay la. nice people.
except one but i shaln't elaborate. idiot.
it's sooo challenging to be a good christian.
i mean, it's easy when you got the passion but when you get older it dies out.
i guess it's like what bro victor preached today.
...consistent quiet time...need to keep the passion burning...
it's all a cycle, that needs to be sealed.
oh yea, elaine you're very busybody! stop peeking at my phone!
9:52 PM
Friday, March 17, 2006
today was WINGS xcountry.
it kinda sucked.
fine, more like i kinda sucked.
think i clocked around 25mins.
yeah yeah yeah, i know im damn slow, stop laughing at me.
then there was lcell after that.
island creamery is NOT a conducive place for lcell.
especially with NOISE coming from the speakers.
NOISE like rap. yucks!
i'm quite tired so i'll end here -> .
10:51 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
my back and shoulders are sunburnt!
'cause of tennis yesterday. didn't know it was till this morning when i woke up.
like when i tried to turn on my bed then OW!
anyway, first time i played tennis yesterday.
was really fun even though im damn noob.
zech gave me a short crash course on the basics.
then pepper lunch. yum.
next we watched Date Movie, one of the dumbest shows i've ever seen in my life.
brainless parody, really.
oh well, had xiao long bao at holland v after that.
although somehow i just wasn't in the mood for good food.
like it's right infront of you but you can't appreciate it fully.
i guess i just wasn't in a very good mood at that point of time.
oh guess what guess what?
i just came back from a run!
my first out-of-training run!
ran to mount sinai and back home.
sigh, i don't want to run for WINGS this friday!
i'm such a couch potato.
10:38 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
I believe in the kingdom come
Then all the colors will bleed into one
Bleed into one
Well, yes I'm still running
You broke the bonds
And you loosed the chains
Carried the cross
Of my shame
Of my shame
You know I believed it
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
i still haven't found what i'm looking for, by U2.
it miraculously expresses my mind in words.
8:58 PM
anyone ever had the 'white light shining on you' feeling?
especially when you're tired and try to stand up from a seated or squatting position.
& when you see the white light you're petrified and you can't move a muscle.
you get the feeling that you're gonna konk out and rise to heaven.
but the angels will say:
"naww, we're just messing with you. it's not time yet, go back to your stupid earth."
and then you regain movement.
i'm such a crapper.
everybody is so stressed out & tired.
just look around.
i think there has to be an equilibrium for anything to be good (vague term, yea i know. i just can't think of a better word).
as of now, evil outbalances good.
which explains why this world is going downhill.
till the Second Coming which will of course restore the universe and start the 1000 years of peace thing.
then there won't be a need for balance because there'll only be good left.
oh yeah, back to the stress thing.
if there's a stress input there has to be a stress output!
otherwise you'll just feel like shit and die.
do things that you love. i think that's like the ultimate formula to destress.
i mean, leisure won't be leisure unless you love whatever you're doing.
it's all about love <3.
there's always an inevitable struggle between God & Man.
Typical scenario : God wants Man to surrender all, but Man says no.
i feel that it's techinically almost impossible.
hmm, perhaps it's because there is no love. there is no passion anymore.
do i still?
there is a cry for revival resounding through the air.
but, what if the cost is surrender?
8:15 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
it's quiz time.
YOU GET ONE WISH OF ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD YOU ASK FOR?:
infinite wishes.
WISH FOR 6 MORE WISHES:
1unfaltering faith
2infinite cash
3l33t guitar skills
4buddies
5f.u.e.l. will be less boring
6world peace (sorry i just had to add this)
WHAT ANIMAL WOULD YOU BE?
a husky. alaskian husky. the sexiest animal to ever walk this planet.
SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO IN YOUR LIFE:
be a rockstar. LOL.
ONE SONG YOU COULD LISTEN TO OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
vertigo, u2.
COKE OR PEPSI?:
duh coke.
SOMETHING YOU CURRENTLY DESIRE:
teehee! (:
(: (: (: (: (:
oh my goodness, what are you thinking? of course it's l33t guitar skills -.-
ONE GOOD DEED YOU'VE DONE LATELY:
i can't think of any! oh no ):
A FUNNY MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE:
drawing/scribbling on the red wall at island creamery. eg. BEN & JERRY'S ROCKS
7:30 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
wouldn't it be nice if...
an old & dying multibillionaire with no kids comes up to you and invites you to be his godchild.
offering you every single thing he has after he dies.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.
okay yes yes, very superficial of me. but hey! it's just a dream!
anyway, _ _ _ _ _ _ is such an IDIOT.
why can't he learn?! i feel so disgraced just by being within a 20m radius from him.
his idiocy & stupidity is sooooo strong & infinite it overflows and forms an aura around himself.
a stupidity aura.
i can't help but to pretend that i don't know him!
so what's he good for? hmm let's see...i know!
he's a good topic to bitch about! cause anyone who bitches about him can go on & on forever till the end of time!
okay! i know i'm being damn mean. but i'm human!
10:22 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
oh yeah the hols are here!
savour the luscious taste of ultimate freedom even though it's just for a short one week.
especially after enduring three months and a week of shit.
i want to go out everyday.
i want to go town. i want to buy a belt.
i want to go shopping.
i want to jam.
i want to catch a movie.
i want to eat xiao long bao.
i want to play.
yeah you get the idea.
wings xcountry is next friday.
gosh the woman (my track teacher) wants to send me again.
it doesn't take much intellect to know that I CAN'T RUN XCOUNTRY.
rahh! for the sake of cca points.
9:30 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
borrowed Bono : In Conversation from school library today.
it's a biography of bono (no shit!) in a form of an interview.
it's the kind of book that will bore most people to death.
i think it's because of who he is that made me want to borrow this book.
incase you don't know, bono's the lead singer (sometimes guitarist) in U2.
i've read the first three chapters so far.
it's quite interesting how some parts of it seem familar, to an extent.
anyway, bono's cool.
practice more guit..must improveee.
9:18 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
another wasted sunday. oh well.
tmr's chapel! oh my goodness so fast.
i'm still kinda worried, but
i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
even though the BK paper bag looks really attractive but yeah i guess it should be okay.
hey people do this johari window thing.
http://kevan.org/johari?name=danyeow
something good will happen to you!
your secret lover will confess his/her love to you by midnight!!!
if you don't do it you'll be cursed with 7 years of bad luck! ):
ok i just lied. i don't believe in these stuff.
but do it anyway (:
8:59 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
so today i found out that christian fellowship still exists.
except that now it's called christian society.
and it's still highly unknown and secret. like everybody i asked thought that CF died.
& great, it's on mondays & fridays. perfect clash with track.
hmm, this wasn't part of the plan. now i'm stuck again.
perhaps we'll start with prayer group.
arghghghghhgh. i hate planning.
i need to pray about this.
10:56 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
today marks the end of my 3 month long bible-less period.
i bought my new bible :D & i think it looks good. heh.
dreams are rather fascinating. they're so ultimately random.
most people can't remember their dreams but well some of mine are so absurd I can remember them almost entirely.
when i was a kid i used to have nightmares of a giant cockroach or giant grasshopper walking down the street where i stay. then i'll hide under my bedroom window and keep peeking. until the abomination suddenly jumps up and eats me. terrifying la, i was five or something and i kept having the exact same nightmare. this explains my extreme hatred towards cockroaches.
then there was another nightmare before my sec two eoy science paper.
the paper had three 20-mark questions and i left them all blank. stress induced nightmare man.
before obs :
i dreamt that obs was some military camp and they sent us there to be tortured.
but we rebelled and killed the camp instructors. LOL and what the crap i became colonel.
i'm so sure that the colonel part came from full metal alchemist.
here's a more recent one, around end of last year.
i robbed a bank with a group of people. darren was one of them. i can't remember the rest. lol.
then yeah we killed cops with our mp5s and m16s and then we became gta characters and fled in a car. but we died when the car exploded. game-obsession induced dream, haha.
anyway, you can control your dreams to an extent.
it's quite fun actually.
10:37 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
oh no oh no oh no!
i'm worried bout chapel!
we're playing on monday and we're so not prepared.
band coordination was harder than i thought.
& i need to sing louder.
ahhh pray that it'll be alright.
anyway, founder's day was a boring waste of time.
& i'm track vice-captain now. LOL.
5:20 PM